Monday, December 15

Hi! Back from Kl and feeling incredibly ill. At home now, but still working at 55% efficiency.

Amazing how 2 weeks have passed so quickly or so I think ... everyday is going past in a flash. It's kinda fulfilling personally but upon recollection, it does seem pretty pointless. It's really hard sometimes when you mix passion and work - and all seems a little tough to mix. Then again, I can't be complaining - just do my best.

Christmas is coming once again - and I might be getting the "festivalphobiza" soon : meaning the fear of festivals. It's a word I came up with. You know - the whole Chrismasy thing and the New Year thing. It's all so intense, so rushy, so many last minutes, so little time. Maybe it's time, that I wish, could stand still. Plus - it's quite lonely out here sometimes despite the constant surroundings of hustle & bustle, friends and folly.

U know the problems with these blogs is that it's tough to contain your words despite the urge and temptation to write whatever I want. You never know tomorrow someone might come up to you to say "Hey! Dun feel this way."

I will go "Huh? What you talking about ... ?"

He goes "You know your blog thing ... "

Well, I dun think that many people bother about my blog, but YOU NEVER KNOW. It's scary lah ... dun really like people snooping and acting all dodgy around me.

Hahah!