Monday, September 5

Part Deux!

5 bad habits i have:
1. Act blur on purpose
2. Scratching myself
3. Indecisive
4. Unable to prioritize
5. Procrastinate

5 things i like doing:

1. Lazing Around, thinking of absolutely nothing
2. Snowboarding (Ever since Val Thorens, been thinking of joining the snowboard club in singapore. Damn sad!! Haha!
3. Flipping Through Graphix Mags & Books
4. PS2 (recently went to 'zheng' the set, and now racing in Need For Speed Underground 2
5. Basketball (Secondary school passion revived)

5 things i would never wear:

1. Skirt
2. Schoolgirl uniform
3. Pink Stuff
4.
5.

5 TV shows that i like:

1. Knight Rider (from the 80s)
2. Amazing Race (I love the rush!)
3. Simpsons
4. South Park (I love cheesy poops)
5. V (old skool!!!)

5 famous people i’d like to meet:

1. None really, I wouldn't know what to say to them, and I really dun want to spend time thinking of what to say to them ... = P
2. Myself more - if I could just be alone more, that wld be even more excellent.

5 biggest joys at the moment:

1. none
2. none
3. none
4. none
5. That I can more or less buy things I like, and afford to go for short holidays if I can take leave

5 favourite toys:
1. PS2
2. Dell Laptop (hoping for iBook soon ... )
3. My new Canon printer cum scan cum copy that just bought from Comex
4. Ipod Mini
5. Sony Ericsson K600i 3G phone

I guess that's about it!

Too bad

Hiya ... feeling damn low morale once again. Another work week starting tomorrow. I wonder what's instore. Somehow I get the feeling I never have the right answers for anyone.

Still have some work slides to do, aiming to sleep at 1 am; so hopefully I will get it over and done with soon after this posting. Anyway, here's one of those survey stuff that I'm supposed to fill so that YOU can find out more about me, and all that bollocks. Just for fun la, ok?

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PART 1

a lifetime:

Personal Discovery. The day I die, I would hopefully have discovered my true inner self.

5 years ago:

The year 2000? I think I was still in university. Copying turorials, sleeping through lectures; and dj-ing at the clubs.

1 year ago:

2004 was cool; I had a "happening" job got to know lots of people; however it was the same year I was laid off and had to go through 3 months of unemployment. Come to think of it, it was a great time to be in; and being able to sleep till 1 pm everyday!

yesterday:

I had a BBQ at my place which was kinda cool because for once, I was not the host of the party. Anyway, Roy the Birthday boy's always cool as hell; & I had nothing better to do anyway.

tomorrow:

I am going to have a terrible day with 2 meetings lined up before the Sales meeting at 3 pm.

5 snacks i enjoy:

1. Potato chips
2. Those pillow type crackers (incredible fun picking them out at Zouk Wine Bar)
3. M&Ms/ Smarties
4. All sorts of milk chocolate
5. Hershey's especially

5 songs i know the words to:

1. Sorry I fail at this section! I only know 4/4 beats la
2. F
3. F
4. F
5. F

5 things i would do with $100,000,000:

1. Fly my mom to Hong Kong, buy a mansionette on Victoria's Peak + maids + drivers etc plus give her $10,000 every month to shop. Shd be enought to shut her up & her constant nagging. = P

2. Buy over SPACE, PACHA & RENAISSANCE; I'll get free entry to literally ALL the clubs in the world.

3. Engage a damn good financial consultant & go into investing. Will never ever have to work again.

4. Move to London or Eastern Europe.

5. Buy a personal jet plane + ship.

5 locations i’d like to run away to:
1. Rotterdam (the coolness of Holland without the Amsterdam-mess)
2. London (cultural & fashion capital)
3. Rio De Janiero (beaches, babes + I wun see any other Asians!!)
4. Ibiza (The mecca of clublands. Been there already lah, but can go again, right?)
5. The sea (just drifting and drifting ... )

To be continued (I must do some work la!)

Thursday, September 1

Zapped

Seriously don't know how long this can last. The constant torture & living by the edge everday.

I currently have zero work life balance. My best friend is the PIE - I ride it at 9 am everday and then 11 pm, 14 hours later. Why should my youth be spent like this??

At the end of the road, I don't see a light either. It's demoralizing.

Wednesday, August 31

SickTel

Yucks! How long more can I survive here??

Living day by day . . .

Tuesday, August 30

The Real Keishi?

Maybe, sounds quite a lot like me. but then again, these tests results are always quite general aren't they?

Try it yourself anyway!

http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. (Yup, my friends have also said I am too practical; and sometimes take too long to make a simple decision)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior. (I want both! I want great looks and great personality! Why must be more open minded??! )

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (I will commit only when I believe. But I've had experience when I believed; and the believe failed me.)

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (Well, I don't seem to have any dates!!)

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. (Well I dun like studying per se, but I like the study environment)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (Well, I am in a god damn stable job now in one of Singapore's most stable company; and I think life sucks)

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working. (I beg to differ. I think finding my true inner-self would be my ultimate success objective; but then again if I have that someone with great looks and personality, then I guess I'll be contented.)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. (In times of desperation, usually I would holler for help. but then again, sometimes I just cannot open my golden mouth)

Who is your true self:


You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (I guess ... )

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Life goes on.

Incidentally, Jessie & Maverick popped by to Singapore last Saturday - and I meant seriously popped by (they only stayed a few hours). I believe my depression living in this place has rubbed off them. Ha! Anyways, we headed to Geylang for some world famous beef kway teow (at 5* prices) & some soya bean with snacks for dessert; which was kinda nice to have.

I was shit tired though due to the fact that I had been staying up late to clear tons of f***ing emails and issues. You know the problems never seem to end, I really dun know why this is happening. But then, everyday I tell myself to be positive (sound like primary school kid right?) and look out for the bonus! 12 months more and I'll be gone!! Not sure yet where though.